Lies are what fuel the utmost pain
The ice within numbs the flame
I see the front, the back, the top and sides
The web of destruction can form the tides
The mistakes of man cannot be changed
I try to stop the evil that can't be trained
Whatever it is that you desire I will provide
Let raw love, hate and pain be your guide
I am a fraud
Is it Worth it?
Let me be your only slave,
Shut me up inside a cave
I will never run away,
What if I don't want to stay?
I will be your little whore,
Knock me down and ask for more
I have given all I had,
Was I really all that bad?
(Chorus)
Lie to me, lead me 'round,
Lead me right up to the ground
But all I ever want from you,
Is for your lives to be true
Is it worth it? (x5)
There is nothing that I want,
No escape from what can haunt
I cannot escape from here,
But what is really there to fear?
Right now please just set me free,
Unless there's something there for me
I thought that this would be some fun,
Oh my god what
Partially Blind
she locks the door to keep the beast in
can\'t stop the hate inside that makes me sin
she hates my loves and loves all that I hate
you have gone to lies and then just made me bait
chorus
crush me, I can feel your pain
flowing through my veins with reckless device
crush me, I can feel your pain
flowing through my veins with reckless device
so precise
so precise
You\'ve been keeping suffering for the weak
Just when life was bright you came with defeat
Jump onto Satan's wings and fail to react
I wish I could laugh when you can't fight back
chorus
If I fade away I will return
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Current Residence: California Favourite genre of music: Hard Rock Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams, Walker Evans, Alfred Stieglitz Operating System: Windows 98 MP3 player of choice: Winamp Favourite cartoon character: Stimpy Personal Quote: The only time the score matters is at the end
Life has been hell for the past few months. My ex girlfriend seems to have taken it upon herself to ruin my senior year. Also, colleges are playing with my head about admissions. Both of these things are making me quite edgy and not creating a conducive home life for me. I truly cannot wait until graduation.
It has been forever since I have been to my page. I have been so engrossed in school and college applications that I have not had time to take any pictures. However, this is a new year and I am taking my first photography class so maybe I can refine my photography. Also, I had a whole bunch of pictures taken in Lake Arrowhead but I used my friend's camera and he hasnt sent the pictures to me, so no word on those. Well I guess that is it so I will try to get some new stuff on as soon as I get the chance
Its been a while, I know. But I have not been in any situations where a camera would be of any use. Also, I am convinced that my teachers are conspiring against me. But its spring break YAY! Also, I have been in Boston and Chicago so I have some pics to post. I hope u like them. Ill try to add more